Pre-revolutionary reading: "Pure" by Andrew Miller

Some books are not quite what you expect. Pure was on a list of books recommended to me by a man with form for recommending well-researched historical novels, often with a francophile slant (recent example: An Officer and a Spy by Robert Harris; otherwise basically anything by Hilary Mantel), viz one Julian Priestley. So what was Pure? Well, a well-researched novel set in a Paris on the cusp of the French Revolution.

The odd thing about Pure, though, is that it doesn't feel like a historical novel. There is a creepy ominousness about it which gives it the feel of a ghost story, rather than the parable of a harbinger of a new rationalistic age it ostensibly is. Of ghosts there are none. Of the supernatural even less. But both seem to be lurking below the surface, in the pre-rational psyches of the even the most rational protagonists, and emerge not as paranormal manifestations, but as inexplicable violence, strange choices or hidden motivations. This hints, in the mind of a reader who knows what happened only five years after the events recounted in this novel, at how the rational revolution can go wrong, how the highest of ideals can merge with the basest of impulses.  Explicitly, we hear little of the impending Revolution, but it is constantly there in the juxtaposition of the scientific and the irrational mindset, talk of the party of the Future, whiffs of rebellion in anti-royalist street graffiti and the staging of Beaumarchais' Le Mariage de Figaro (one of my A level set texts coming to haunt me!), the bulldozing of popular sentiment by "enlightened" authorities and in an ultimate act of purifying violence by a hitherto inarticulate and mostly-unheeded subclass.

Mid-life reading: "The Guts" by Roddy Doyle

Exactly as I was supposed to, I picked this book up in Waterstones in Nottingham on a quick impulse, thinking: "I'll give that one a go". The cover gives you'll the clues: Roddy Doyle, the author; not one, but two references to The Commitments, and its protagonist Jimmy Rabbitte; as well as the life-affirming and triumphant citation from the Irish Post.

Why didn't they just put something like: this book is for 50 year-old men who twenty plus years ago loved Roddy Doyle's Barrytown novels but who are bit older now and need a dose of humorous reassurance  about that fact, not to mention about actually pretty nasty things that are starting to impinge on their lives, like bowel cancer?

Well, enter your (still, just) 50 year-old guy, who, in a considerably pre-blog era, devoured the three joyous Barrytown Trilogy novels - The Commitments, The Snapper, The Van - as well as the successive Paddy Clarke Ha Ha Ha and The Woman Who Walked Into Doors, which, although undoubtedly less joyous, remain among the most powerful and memorable works of fiction I have ever read. I stuck with Doyle for one more, A Star Called Henry, but than drifted away, as I think many of Doyle's readers did. Perhaps it was he who drifted away.

But who more than me, and my like, to snaffle a copy of The Guts, with its promise of a nostalgic return to Barrytown and curiosity about how our fictional contemporaries are ageing?

So, now, having completed the book, do I feel like a victim of a marketer's ploy and the need of an author to cash in on past glories? 

In a word, no. 

The Guts perhaps does not have the crazed energy of the The Commitments but it does have the humour, the sense of place and the terrible language of its predecessor combined with, yes, a degree of subtlety and grounded wisdom which would not have been right for the younger Jimmy Rabbitte. 

Unflinching reading: "Levels of Life" by Julian Barnes

This is an odd book. It is in three parts. The first, The Sin of Height, is essentially an historical essay, relating the story of early ballooning in France, and in particular the exploits of Nadar, the first man to take aerial photographs. The second, On the Level, is a quasi-fictional account of a love affair between English balloonist and general Victorian man-of-action, Captain Fred Burnaby, and the renowned French actress, Sarah Bernhardt. It ends disappointingly (for him), when Sarah shies away from the marriage he was preparing to propose, but not before they have been ballooning together, relishing their love and their ability to soar over the people below.

These two sections, which are engaging to read, but strangely light, do prepare the ground for the third part of the book, The Loss of Depth, through parallels and metaphors of love, transcendence and loss, but, more than anything, they feel like a way for Barnes to pace himself, to work up to the searing, intimate, astoundingly honest account of his own grief at the loss of his wife. 

Julian Barnes' wife, with whom he spent thirty years of his life, was Pat Kavanagh, a literary agent. She died in 2008, just thirty-seven days after being diagnosed with a brain tumour. Barnes nursed her through her last days. The Loss of Depth is not however about the illness and death - in fact Barnes respects his wife's privacy and tells us little about her - but about his experience following her death. Every love story is a potential grief story, he writes early in the book, and his description of his grief at her loss is a testament to the depth of love he felt for her.